Well, I haven't blogged in a little while, so I figured I should check in! Work is craaaaaazy and part of me wants to look for a new job, but I'm also scared to do that. My job gets to me, BUT it's extremely secure. The shape that the economy is in right now actually is making us busier, therefore, I have a LOT of job security. The law firm I worked at previously laid me (and approximately 75 other people) off due to lack of work, therefore, the thought of giving my job up for something that may or may not work out, scares me. Hmm...
Otherwise, things are pretty good. Mr. Bella and I are still kicking butt at the gym. He's lost 20 pounds of PURE fat! His trainer did his measurements and was able to determine that no muscle mass was lost whatsoever and that all of the weight he lost was actual fat. We've ordered another 3 month supply of Mr. Bella's Fertility Blend for Men, and are just taking things one day at a time. I'm not opposed to doing more IUI's, but at $400 each (not to mention the toll that I put my body through on the fertility drugs), we're going to try to see if we can make his count increase on our own first. A lot of times, I know that RE's only want to do 3 IUI's before moving onto IVF and this was all just happening way too quickly for me. I'm not ready to even think about IVF yet and I can't imagine how we would even afford it at this point, so that's why I wanted to take a step back so badly.
Part of me thinks that maybe we should just go back to the urologist to see if he can get some bloodwork or an ultrasound or something done, but I'm kind of enjoying this relaxed approach at the moment. We very well may revisit that in another couple of months. But for now, we're going to try to enjoy life and stop worrying so much.
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