This 2WW is dragging by. I feel like it's messing with my head too. One minute, I feel really excited, like this is going to happen this month, and the next minute, I feel like I'm setting myself up for the biggest disappointment of my life, by being so hopeful.
I'm ready for a lot of things. I'm ready to be a mom, and I'm ready for pregnancy and everything good and bad that comes with it. What I'm not ready for is to see a big fat negative on a pregnancy test. What I'm not ready for is to go to the bathroom and find out that my period has arrived yet again. I'm not ready for that yet.
I'm going to try my best to hold out until next Friday, a week from today, to test, if I possibly can. That is when my RE's office suggested that I test and since I'll be 14 DPO on that day, I feel confident that I'll get an accurate result that day. Of course, my period could arrive by then (and I'm already nervous every time I go to the bathroom checking for it), but if I can just make it that far without it, then maybe, just maybe, I will get my BFP.
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