It's beautiful outside -- it almost feels like spring. I just got back from the grocery store and guess what I bought? POM juice and Robitussin. LET'S DO THIS!!!
Seriously though, I think I'm just now beginning to realize how down I've been for most of last year when I knew my cycles were messed up and I wasn't ovulating, and that there was nothing that could be done because it hadn't been a full year of trying. I really shouldn't compare my TTC journey to anyone else's, but at least girls who are regularly ovulating have a glimmer of hope each month. I had absolutely none. Looking back on it now, I really think I should've (and wish I would've) just gone to a different OBGYN. I called my doctor over the summer when I knew there was a problem and was blown off by her nurse. That should've been my first sign that she wasn't going to actually help me, other than offering unmonitored Clomid, which I've become too educated and informed thanks to my wonderful internet friends to take. Regardless, it is what it is and I can't go back and do things over again now. The important thing is that I'm finally getting the help that I need.
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